I admit: Life can be damaging.

It is a fact that i thought that there must have been a mistake somewhere.
Somewhere in these conclusions.
I am not down, but i am deep, as you see a shallow water when you look at me.
If you try to dive, you will drown.

Nothing is compared to a peacefull view of a silent hill where the sun rises.
-When we have noticed the sun rising, the next thing we thought warmed us inside.-
The air smells so fresh, so calm while the sun is rising,
and you would just joke about me killing that moment by a cigarette.

But a cigarette is not enough to kill it.
So calm, but so shallow, you try your best to cencore all the little things we could have in such a small time.
Usually such a small time does not even matter in real life.
But all of what we have and what we ever lived in our personal disasters and personal heavens,
are ruled by those moments, as you see.

Throwing out a great chance, a possibility, an oppurtunitiy of a long time that could be spent with joy, happines and spirit, needs a huge excuse, a huge one.

It might be your fault or not, and there's such a luculent line between being guilty or not.
Ethic has no answer to it. But i do.

It might be something that i missed, something like you did not share those moments with me, as i was totally into the moment, the peace and the smell of sweetnes in the air.
There's a chance that you migt not have felt the same way i did. Then it would not be a crime of yours. It would just be your way of living your life that does not cross mine.

But it also might be, that you are just being shallow, just being an iddiot to fuck it all up for such a regular thing that can happen everyday in yourlife. Like eating. Like dating someone. Like sleeping and dreaming about your childhood memories.

That would be such a crime and that would be the only thing which shows me, that you are not mature enough to deal with something like me.

The thing is that, i don't call for names in my songs.
But people understand. People get those subliminal messages of mine.
I don't scream out how should things work.
They just work and all i have to do is push the button harder.

I have seen the sun shine dancing on your hair.
I have seen the way you look at things with those pure eyes.
I have seen you trying to fool me like a million of people who thinks they are smart enough.
I have seen you sleeping, breathing in and out, sandman sitting by your side.

There will be thousands of people in your life,
one day,when you notice, that people are similar,
people are distracted by their own individuality,
destructed by their own selfish existence,

when you notice that most of them will be no good for you,
and when you will suffer the fact of being shallow,which is a wasted life,
you will also notice that you might have lost the chance to change everything with just a little step.

It's not about me, not about you.
Not even about us.
It's just another good advice, you just don't take.

Everything is transparent,
once you exist, once you don't.