Infatuation junkie.

*Is me.

*Hey, look who's being honest again.
*Take a picture with the "moment". Keep it as a memory.

*Infatuation junkie (it), checks all the other options whenever it feels unsure about the deal.
*It extraordinarily distracts itself from the inner-possibilities of outer-daylife.
*It extremely sets itself as the default, the main character in all its relationships between two.
*It has no trust in no one and persistently demands trust from the others.
*It runs away quickly, fast, and bonds really hard.
*It is needy indeed.
*It locates the fear and the sourness.
*It sences the insincerity, the alienation from itself by another creature.
*It insists on trying, otherwise it would drop dead.

*It is mistaken, it is what it is.
*All the other people might be similar, but their imperfection doesn't seem to bother them.
*And their offences are under rug swept.

*The Infatuation Junkie just goes hard on people, hits the tree hard so all the rotten ones can fall earlier from the tree.

*So there will be time left to spend with the fresh ones. The good ones.

*I know what I should do, but it's getting so fucking uglier as we see another fucking rotten fruit falls from the tree,

as we see there are almost none left.

*The Infatuation Junkie should get clean, maybe.